im sick of having to say "im sorry" all the time. it doesnt seem too bad when you think about it at first. or when you go through with it. but once its over, and you see the look on their face or hear the tone of their voice, its never worth it. no matter how funny you thought it would be. the "im sorrys" come out, and you go home, thinking its over. one of your best friends call and tell you again that "what you did was not very nice at all." its not a good feeling. new school year. not off to a good start. just when i start to think im an alright person again, this happens and i remember how bad of a friend i am. and wonder why these people put up with it.